CAR UPDATE--Yay(:

Well I finally had to part ways with my beloved Celica that has seen me through countless boys and numerous races(: never letting me down. Or having any problems ): had to sell my baby, only cause of miles... But you know what they say. "You let go of something good, to leave room for something better." So I got that something better (: I got an Audi TT with only 80000 miles on it! Convertible and turbocharged(: man it is sexy! Hope this car does me as much good as my Toyota Celica GT-S (: (: *fingers crossed*

Soaking Up the Sun

Well I went to some schools in California to see if this is where I wanted to go for college(: I was accompanied by my sweet parents (: I looked at Moorpark Zoology college but realized it wasn't for me!(: but when one door closes! 2 open!(: hopefully... Haha but I still hope that I get to go to college in California (: because I enjoyed it just way too much (: soaking up the sun on the beach and splashing around in the cool ocean water never felt so good... I think secretly inside I am definitely a CALIFORNIA GIRL (:

ABS Challenge (: #workouttime

I have decided to just how good I can get my abs by going to the gym everyday for 45 minutes is all, drinking a TON of water, and really paying attention to what I eat; trying to be as healthy as possible (: here is my daily results:

Tattoo drawings (:

Meaning of Tattoo:

*dream catcher- follow your dreams

*Infinity Sign- families are forever

*3 beads- the biggest influences and idols in my life (Grandpa Wheat, Cam, Abbi) 

*3 small feathers- my 3 siblings (Cam, Abbi, Charlie)

*Big Feather (My Parents)

*Peacock Feather- Me

I am the peacock feather because I am so different from my family. But through it all they are all feathers and still belong together (: 

this is a drawing for my dear friend Shelby who struggles with being alcoholic and drug addiction...but is a true role model in my life! This has a lot of meaning to her

This is just a drawing of me when I go through a hard time.. Which seems just too often lately/:

Colby (:

My adorable sweetheart of a nephew was born with a whole-head of hair and his the most adorable calm little boy <3 I love him oh so much

Homecoming- ANSWERING/ASKING

This is how Cameron Bruce asked me to homecoming for Alta (: I got called down to the office and when I got down there, there were flowers sitting then a card with my name written on the outside (: and when I opened it, it said "Homecoming? <3 Cam" it was oh so cute and thoughtful!! I was blushing and carried the flowers around with me for the rest of school (:

This is the absolutely amazing dress that I decided to get for Homecoming (: I love it and how classy it looks!! I am pretty sure this will be my last formal dance before I graduate (:!! and ofcourse I need to feel like a princess that night (:

This is how I answered him (:... we have peer tutoring together which is with the mentally handicapped kids at Alta. So I had the teacher walk Cameron around the halls, while the kids, other peer tutors and I went outside with a ton of cans of silly string and when he came out the front door they all plastered him with silly string while I was holding a sign that said "I would have to be SILLY not to say YES" (: he was so so surprised and so happy (: plus all the kids in our class loved it!! It was definitely a win-win situation (: I am really so excited for Homecoming with Cameron

Boys, boys, BOYS- (end of summer/first of senior year!!) ...

*Logan is the biggest sweetheart of all time who is way way to nice to me :P haha (: but he had just gotten his mission call to New York in this picture! We have been secretly dating for a couple months now, because I am his manger at work haha.... but I sure do adore that kid.. I can spend countless hours with him and I never feel like he is pressuring me to do anything that I don't want.. we rarely even kiss..but he always listens to me and is understanding although usually I am complaining! I don't know what I would do without that boy in my life! I am sure going to miss him (:

* Jaron is the silliest most funny kid I have ever met(: he is the only guy I can be around since Brendon and not dwell on how much I miss Brendon and how happy I was! He is a rebel boy with gages and a tattoo across his back! But oh boy does that boy adore me! (: and I love it..athough he isn't a fan of being kinky or kissing...which is me +10, but that's okay... I really like Jaron enough to be okay with it! He treats me good, but still needs to figure me out and learn how to deal with me haha, it definitely takes a certain kind of person to be able to understand me and handle me haha! we will see if he can pass the test! I really hope he does because I like him more than any other guy I am dating...I feel like dating him will be the only way to truly let go and get over Brendon

 *This is a picture of Jaron and I when we went on a hike with Brittany and Cameron. We went up Corner Canyon and hiked up ghost falls! It was so fun (: this was the first day that my family met Jaron (:

*Cameron is my very bestest friend at Alta! we became friends the first day of school! and then BAM! We became bestest friends and have been inseparable since the first day of school (: and I wouldn't have it any other way (: because he always meets me at my car in the mornings and walks me to my classes! He is a cowboy and has horses..yes he is a black cowboy haha! but honestly such a sweetheart... I could honestly be happy if I ended up with Cameron (: he adores me like crazy and takes care of me without smothering (: that boy sure knows what he is doing!!(: <3